Thursday, September 11, 2008

Still Scared......

Counts seem to be dropping. I have increased his androgen over the past two weeks, and so far there is no response. It may be to soon to really tell, but my heart tells me it's not going to work. There is the option of tying a different androgen....but would it really matter? I don't know.

I am a mess right now. Scared for my son's life. Scared of making the wrong decision. Scared of not being able to provide for him. Scared of not being a good mom. Scared of everything.......

I wish I could just wake up from this nightmare and find that it was all just a dream.......

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